I know what it is like to loose a child. I had 12 children and only the first one lived. That is my daughter Sylinda. I held 11 of my children as the life left their little bodies. My daughter and family kept asking me. Why do you put yourself threw that. I told them I wanted them to know that mommie was there from the beginning and was there with them til the end. I watched their life leave their little bodies. That was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my entire life. I send you all my love Judith. Cause all of our children are in heaven with the Lord. We will see them again someday. Love to you and God Bless And Keep You Safe.. Your friend Brenda McIntyre